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Mila Seidl describes grief one month after Lito Sousa’s death
Mila Seidl spoke publicly about grieving her husband, Lito Sousa, one month after his death.
Sousa was a Brazilian influencer known for the YouTube channel Aviões e Músicas.
He died aged 59 after complications from Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease, a rare, degenerative condition.
Seidl said even basic tasks such as eating and getting out of bed have been difficult.
She said she feels alone despite being surrounded by people who care about her, as others gradually return to their routines.
Online reactions cast her as both a villain and a hero, but she said she is an ordinary person trying to carry on.
Messages and belongings help her feel connected to Sousa, but they also make his absence painful.
She said people experience grief in different ways and described trying to keep busy with discipline she learned from him.
Mila Seidl described feeling lonely and struggling with grief one month after her husband, influencer Lito Sousa, died.
In a video posted on social media on November 1, she said everyday tasks such as breathing, getting up and eating had been difficult.
Seidl said online audiences had cast her as both a villain and a hero, but she was an ordinary person trying to carry on.
She described memories of Sousa as both a way to feel connected to him and a source of pain.
Sousa died at 59 from complications of Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease, a rare, degenerative neurological condition.
- Who
- Mila Seidl, widow of influencer Lito Sousa.
- What
- She spoke publicly about grief and the difficulties of life after her husband's death.
- When
- November 1, 2026, one month after Sousa's death.
- Where
- In a video posted on her personal social media account.
- Why
- To describe her experience of grief, loneliness and the challenge of carrying on after the loss.
This story does not have two clearly opposing sides.
Sousa had announced a diagnosis of Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease, according to CNN Brasil.
Lito Sousa died at age 59 from complications of Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease, according to Metrópoles.
Seidl posted a video reflecting on grief one month after Sousa's death.
- Mila Seidl
- Widow of Lito Sousa
- Lito Sousa
- Died aged 59
- Date of death
- October 1, 2026
- Disease
- Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease, described as rare and degenerative
- Video date
- November 1, 2026
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What people are saying
I am just an ordinary person feeling the worst pain a person can feel and trying to do everything to move forward, because I have to. But it is very difficult.
The internet creates villains and heroes, and I experienced both roles.
The routine is filled with memories and absence. And absence has more presence than presence.
I don't know how I got here after 30 days. I don't know how I survived these 30 days.